What should I do?
I really need some advice on what to do. Also on how you think he really felt…I am 18 years old and have liked this guy for 8 years now. We were together on and off until about a year ago…when we got pretty serious. We broke up almost a year ago.He was my first love. No matter what I’m doing or who I am with… I can’t stop thinking about him. I still get really emotional about everything. He liked to play mind games with me after we broke up… when we would be around each other, he would act like he still liked me and wanted me… but then when he left me, he didn’t know who I was. About 2 weeks ago… I went to the place where I work one night… and he was waiting for me in the parking lot. I followed him back to his house to drop his little sister off. He kept hugging me and acting like his old self. After I left his house and was on the way home… we started text messaging each other. Basically I told him that I hate seeing him and I was never going to talk to him again. He asked me why and was it because of our past? I told him that it was and every time I see him… it hurts me more. I told him that I fell hard for him and that I’m still not over the breakup. He told me that he wasn’t either and he still loves me but the fact of loving somebody scares him to death.
I have gone on other dates with other guys and tried liking them… and NOBODY has compared to him yet.
Do you think he is just saying that to be nice and trying to keep me as a back up person? or you really think he means it? What should I do? Keep going for him or try my best to move on? I really need some opinions!
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