My Heart….
I don’t know what to think anymore
Leading me on yet keeping me behind
I keep chasing
I keep catching
Her signs sometimes clear sometimes dim
What do I do I’m so confused
She’s the only one I wish to be with
On the other hand I care so much I only want the best for her
I tell myself if im not the best its okay
As long as she’s happy ill be happy
But in my heart I know I well ache
I know ill feel empty
Does she or does she not
I keep chasing because I care
Maybe I care too much
Should I just let it go
Or keep praying
I try to always be there
I do whatever I can to help
Whatever puts a smile on her face I do
How far do I have to go
How long do I have to wait?
To have her ill do anything
Yet will she do the same for me
I care too much
To just let it go
Someone like her I never thought I would know
I only have one hope
I pray everyday for her safety and health
I pray that one day will be together as one
Will my prayers be answered I’ll never know
I’ll leave it to God for he is the only one who knows