A relationship is like a loaf of bread…if you forget about it long enough, it gets old and moldy….

Well it all started on the 14th of July. I was going back to work from lunch when I saw him. I walked past him and he said are you alright. So being the nice person I am I said yea with a confused look on my face? And he was like come here and [...]

Far inside,
A deep dark Thought
of needing love
for my blackened heart
someone to hold
someone to caress
someone to care
someone to impress
I wish he were here
that boy I dream of
that person who is perfect
so I could show my love
I roll over in my bed
not one thought of strife
but how happy I would be
if I had a different life
so I [...]

So afraid of losing love
Losing love means losing you
Once I found love I found happiness
Happiness sets me free
Afraid of being captured by tears
Locked up by my own fears
Waiting for love to return with the key to my heart
Set me free
Then again will my soul be at ease
Wishing for the future
so I can see if love [...]

I want to be with you, from morning until night
Able to hold you and have you in my sight
I wish I could fall asleep and wake up next to you,
Do this over and over, everyday, it’s true.It hurts more each day
Realizing how you really are far away
You’re what makes my life worth living for
And without [...]

I have a great friend that I hang out with and love to be around, and not too recently I asked her why we could not work. She has this mentality that “the one” is out there, but “the one” is a metaphor. She stated that she loved me, but wasn’t “in love” with me. [...]

You make me feel like a queen
Special to be spoken and seen
You’re the right one for me
And maybe we are meant to be
Meant to be the one for the other
Not like a sister and her brotherYou were born to be by my side
To make me feel warm deep inside
It was good time, we spent [...]

Pain…
How’s it feel… (?)
For somebody like me, I wouldn’t know
After all, I’m self involved
Yeah,
You stood by me, I saw you cared
Won’t that hard to tell
When you was the only one there
Yeah,
I ain’t have nothing, but you still treated me special
I guess I never been man enough to press this issue
You built me up,
And when I [...]

Everytime I used to wonder why
I can’t help myself thinking of you?
Every minute of every seconds
it’s your faces that’s on my mind
How long could I have this situation?
How long? Until you’ll know what I feel?
How can I stop myself from doubting?
how? How to make you believe what’s real?
If only nights will never end;
then [...]

I never want see you smile again
I never want to see you happy
I want to make you feel,
the way that you did to me.I want you to lose everything,
I want you to be broke.
I don’t want you to be able to eat,
Or when you do I hope you choke.
I hope someone kisses you,
And you find [...]